Awkward.

 You're 16 if there's ever time to be selfish - its now.

But the higher I get the lower I sink.I am not Jenna,I wish I was.I wish I could have choice in guys and meet few amazing guys.By now in both stories the only thing matching so far are names.There was Matty in 2010 and actually also never wanted to tell anyone what was between us if he ever thought there was anything(there was ALSO sex),there unfortunately was Jake(there also wasnt sex and well i hope i hurt him as Jenna hurt her Jake,although the awkward Jake didnt deserve it).
Jenna the cheater - was I ever cheating? Yes.
Where's my Collin? Collin please be named Daniel in my history,or you can be named Bartek or you can be named Oscar...JUST BE.
Be there,be SMART(cause thats the thing that is always not a good side of guys im dating),be handsome.be like Awkward Collin.

ehh,IB is eating me alive.Im drained at evenings,and i dream about being overslept like a dog on a floor during lessons.As the time keeps going I noticed few things:
-I really appreciate level of english classes Im at now;its amazing here,although getting Fs and Ds -its worth
-I love poetry!but the one thats most audible to me is either old one about love or newest ones about everything,i think im not a fan of for example kochanowski :C

however,sleep,its weekend,I CAN SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
and tommorow studying vocab for test,gonna get F again :C

`Im gonna get some Fs
"only" got 200 words to study
I-I-Im coming,crying every morning
This is fucking awful`